What is it that you want?
Freedom to or Freedom from.
Because you may be conflating the two.
What is it that you really really want?
Do you want Freedom to do things or Freedom from having to do things?
Do you want Freedom to hold your beliefs or Freedom from all your beliefs?
Do you want Freedom to speak or Freedom from the need to speak?
Do you want freedom to think or Freedom from involuntary thoughts?
Do you want Freedom to feel vulnerable or Freedom from your fears ?
Do you want Freedom to pursue or Freedom from all your pursuits?
Do you want Freedom to have autonomy or Freedom from monotony?
Do you want Freedom to be alone or Freedom from loneliness?
Do you want Freedom to have all you want or Freedom from the wanting what you don’t have?
Do you want Freedom to be yourself or Freedom from the self?
Are you longing for freedom or you want freedom from longing?
The answers to these questions may surprise you..
Or perhaps not…